when you have to let go

hari ini, dakuh akan membagikan suatu renungan yang bisa bikin kita mikir. apa iya, sesusah itu untuk melepaskan seseorang dari hidup kita?
well, pada awalnya emang susah.. dakuh juga merasa gitu kok.. apalagi kalo seseorang itu udah lumayan dapet porsi yang cukup besar dalam hati kita..

well, the point is, dikau harus tegas, chyin!
look at the reality.. is that someone worth enough to fight for?
is he/she treat you as a priority? or maybe just an option?

baru-baru ini, dakuh baru membuat sebuah keputusan untuk letting go..
setelah menimbang-nimbang dan berpikir secara rasional (and did some reality testing, too, of course), akhirnya keputusan itu dibuat..

I'll tell you by these words..

the one who truly loves you, will never want to see you sad
he'll try everything just to make you smile
this is the one worth fighting for..

the one who "loves" you just for fun, will never care whether you're happy or sad when you're with them
all they care about is their own fun
this is the one you have to let go..

the one who truly loves you, will always be there for you
no matter you need them or not
this is the one worth fighting for..

the one who "loves" you just for fun, will always be there only if they need you
they won't be there when you need them
this is the one you have to let go..

when you're far from him, but he doesn't have any intention to chase another girls
this is the one worth fighting for..

when you're far from him, but he's still have a lot of girls to play with
this is the one you have to let go..

when he cares for you, yet he's still care with another girls
this is the one you have to let go..

when he cares for you, and only you
this is the one worth fighting for..

because letting go is not about impossibility..
it's about a decision..

so which one you choose? :)


a little note:
to someone worth fighting for in my life
thank you.. for showing me such a great love.. for always be there for me, even when i hurt you..
i realize now.. you're the one worth fighting for.. *big hug*

to someone i have to let go
well, this is the end.. no more "us".. because i realized, i was just your options.
and i don't want it anymore.. so i let you go.. :)

alone tonight.. listening to this song over and over again..
maybe if you listen to it, you'll realize.. :)

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is
Crashing down on in..
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you..

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another..
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now..

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you..
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by.. Didn't I tell you..

But I can't spell it out for you,
no its never gonna be that simple.
no I can't spell it out for you..

If you just realized what I just realized,
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another..
Just realized what I just realized,
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now..

It's not always the same
no it's never the same
if you don't feel it too..
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way,
It could be the same for you..

If you just realized what I just realized,
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another..
Just realized what I just realized,
we'd never have to wonder
Just realized what I just realized..

OoOoOOo

missed out on each other now
missed out on each other now

Realize by Colbie Caillat

moving on without you

finally I realize..
she means everything to you..
maybe she doesn't know the darkest part of you,
she just knows the good side..
meanwhile, I've seen your evil side..

seeing the two of you together, it's hurting me..
but I know there's nothing I can't do..
I lose..
I don't know how to kill this feeling..

maybe, if we didn't go that far,
I just need a little time to erase you outta my life..
maybe, if I haven't met you,
my life wouldn't be miserable like now..

now I finally realize..
we'll never be together..

thank you..
for giving me such a wonderful memories in this few months..
thank you..
for making me realize that there's someone else who really cares for me..

now I'm going back to him..
maybe we'll be just friend..
or maybe we can be foe..
I'll try not to remember all the bad things you've done to me..

cause I'll move on without you..
I know it's hard, but I'll try..

a confession

after a long time no blogging, finally i decided to blog again.. :)

well, my life has moved on so far..
and here the story goes..

it's hurt when you know you'd already fall in love with a person
but you don't know whether he loves you back or not

i feel it
i love him..
but i don't know what he feels for me..
i had made a big decision in my life
i dedicate my life to love him..

but this is how the story goes..
when you love someone, you'll never count the disadvantage of loving him
all you know is just love him, love him, and love him more..
even though sometimes he hurts you
yet you still love him..

call me stupid
call me blind
but i can't stop loving him..

i'm just hoping
that somewhere, somehow..
he'll know my true feelings for him..

to Mr. XXX out there, if you read it, then you'll know..
my heart is yours since that day.. :)